Out of the convenience of my laptop being kinda broken (my screen is messed but it still works ok lol) and my laptop charger completely breaking on me, I was forced to move to a computer lab somewhere on campus.
Sitting here, just breathing, in my somber state of mind, no big deal.
I’m still breathing and I notice something familiar. Automatically, I get mad uncomfortable because the guy sitting beside me smells like you. I’m breathing in this air and all I think about were the times I’d breathe you in whenever you hugged me – even if it was for a brief moment, I’d breathe you in when I’d rest my head on your shoulder, I’d breathe you in whenever you were around me.
I can’t move in this space without feeling like you’re here with me. Like you’re the guy sitting beside me and instead of staring at the screen, you’d be occasionally staring at me for whatever reason and I know that you would be ’cause I can feel your gaze. I would catch you and give you a look that yells Fuck you looking at me for, but I love it. I crave it. I miss it.
But he’s not you right now and he continues to be consumed in his work while I’m consuming this scent that reminds me of you.